I just need to vent about a certain someone from my past.... someone drivin me up the wall and building barriers for me which i have to break down again.... so here i go.................................................

I'm sick of the way that you don't accept people's differences, but preach acceptance as if you're some sort of saint.

I'm sick of you and your "I'm so misunderstood" ploy, and the way you use it against people to get what you want.

I'm sick of the way that you talk to me and arrogantly assume that you still know everything about me. I hate how you might still be reading my diary and I cant know about it. I hate how I've changed, and you think I haven't, and you think nobody ever does change.

People are supposed to change all the time. It's learning from mistakes what makes you a better person, not just sitting around and pretending those mistakes never happened.

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Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just move to a new town and be someone totally different from who I am now. Start all over again. Make new friends who don’t know my history. Be totally anonymous. Have a completely new haircut, so in the odd chance I did bump into someone from the fast they would have trouble recognising me.

I could just be me. Not have to cover up things about me that people may not approve of here. Not have to hide things about me that other people do not know. Not have to be ashamed or embarrassed about things people do know about me.